Messenger -Ebook By Stephen Rowlands
Spirit have been nagging me to write a book, today 12/08/20 I published my first Ebook on Amazon Kindle, it is a book about my early years in spiritualism, a brief biography and poetry about my life and realisations.

Stephen Rowlands 30/07/20
Meditation my escape from the illusion of mortal emotion
Floating in purple my preferred state of mind
Healing my mind and body in balance with my soul
The eternal radiance of compassion liberating me
From ego and doubt my heart set free to love
Within this universal consciousness of unconditional love
Floating in purple the serenity of eternity permeates my truth
Connected in being to the mind of creation within this eternal moment
Human desire and frailty in heart and mind disappear
I am invisible and complete as one within divine eternity
Stephen Rowlands 30/04/20
I welcome my old friend silence
To calm the noise of my mind
A welcome visitor to give me respite
From all that troubles me
Ego bows in humility to silence
Awakening the sentience of heart
Compassion for my persecutor
is my lesson
Healing and calming my mental storm
Silence bids me to become silent
Within this moment of clarity
All that matters is silence
As in all moments
Peace is a natural state of being
Stephen Rowlands 16/01/20

Some people say I am lazy
Some people call me crazy
Some fear some hold me dear
After All I Am Me
He has cut his hair
He does not care
He would not dare
After All I Am Me
He has put on weight
He is always late
He has lost weight
After All I Am Me
He thinks to much
He drinks to much
After All I Am Me
I know who I am now
It is all in the past
Today you still cannot grasp
That I am becoming me
Look at yourselves
And as you delve
You will find the God
Who knows me
Who are you.
Stephen Rowlands 19/11/19
My first Poem I wrote back in 1990 revamped
The Journey of my life is my lesson, I have never failed in my life, I am learning the truth of my soul, failure teaches us what we are not, gently guiding us to our innermost truth.
Stephen Rowlands 04/09/19
Memories far far away in time, of being a young 23 year old medium, just starting out on the spiritualist church circuit, sitting on the doorstep of home seeking inspiration, for the Sunday service address writing notes from my thoughts, my nan would be cooking Sunday dinner, blissful memories of that time.
I find myself today 36 years later, sitting on the decking of mine and Veronica’s home, seeking inspiration for tonight’s Sunday address, for service at Winchester Independent Spiritualist Church, my Veronica cooking Sunday dinner, the intervening years were a journey of self discovery, seeking the truth of what I truly am, a material man or disciple and servant of spirit many dark times ahead due to my bad choices as I endeavoured to balance earth and sky to find my place, in this life.
All through the years spirit have stood by me, especially in the darkest times even when I could not see or feel their presence, spirit were there guiding me to my truth, today I realise I have come full circle, I feel very lucky and truly blessed, that spirit have stood by me through all my bad choices and at times stupidity, the journey is now done and I can continue my path, as a disciple and servant of spirit, I feel so truly blessed for the love and guidance of spirit throughout my life, I say to all who are aware and serve spirit, live your life and truth to the full, because it is a journey of guidance, to the truth of your purpose in this life.
Blessings To All 💜
Stephen Rowlands 28/07/19