60 Years

 I am an expression of a love far greater than myself and human existence

My spirit expressed by love to this life here in physical form to experience

All emotion human existence has to offer a physical material trial

By fire for the soul cleansing away my darkness for the eternal journey

To become a love I cannot imagine in limited  material mind

Open all encompassing unconditional my awakening of spiritual awareness

Becoming as one with a love far greater than myself

60 physical years my consciousness has existed here on the earth plane

Seeking the truth questioning my being asking where do I belong

Self illusion faded away by a need to be truly myself the answer became clear

As I opened my heart to the truth of a love far greater than myself within

May my open heart never close to divine love eternal serene and still

Stephen Rowlands 18/04/20 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Your New Day

Your day is new a page in your life

Before your feet hit the floor

You have the power to

Choose acceptance over dread

Understanding over confusion

Calm over anger

Creation over inertia

Opportunity over defeat

Looking forward over regret

Happiness over sadness

Love of life over bitterness

Your new day is your creation 

Life is a state of mind

Positive balances negative in this life

Have a good day

Stephen Rowlands 02/04/20

 

Far Away

Death is a truth of life everyone dies

The hardest fact of life is that life goes on

Our hearts in sorrow never seem to heal

Whether our beloved abandon us or pass away

Life moves forward in a constant rhythm

It is very easy for friends to say

Your beloved is in a better place

Let go just move forward live your life

Our grief deep within stands us still

Heart and mind craving the presence

Of our beloved far away

Life is a journey in this world and beyond

We must weep for our loved ones passed away

And bid a fond farewell with love

To our beloved who journey far away

Love has no boundaries in time and space

For love is eternal and cannot pass away

Let us give our love and blessing safe journey

To our beloved who journey far away

Stephen Rowlands 14/03/20

 

 

 

My Light

I honour my light my truth and guide

 My healer when regret overcomes me

Lessons to learn let me not forget my light

My light protects me against all who persecute me 

When all is dark within and around me 

Darkness cannot extinguish the light of my being

My light alive and eternal within and without 

Created by and born in infinite love

Love is the light the true nature of my existence

I honour spirit thankful for my purpose of service

I honour all who are aware within light

We are one in light and truth

Stephen Rowlands 23/02/20 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Knowing

My heart open and aware hears the voices of spirit

Voices speaking of love and reassurance to 

Beloved ones on earth in grief and sorrow 

It is my calling to be a voice for the beloved in spirit

To tell the truth of eternal life and death will not us part

My vocation to be a connection of love for spirit

To speak to the beloved ones they left behind  

To heal the pain  of death’s parting 

In life and eternity

Stephen Rowlands 05/02/20

 

 

 

 

At Peace

I welcome my old friend silence

To calm the noise of my mind

A welcome visitor to give me respite

From all that troubles me

Ego bows in humility to silence

Awakening the sentience of heart 

Compassion for my persecutor

is my lesson

Healing and calming my mental storm

Silence bids me to become silent

Within this moment of clarity

All that matters is silence

As in all moments

Peace is a natural state of being

Stephen Rowlands 16/01/20

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Beginning

I seek you neath the half moon
My spirit fades without your gentle feeling
Eternity in afterlife will judge our purpose
The sun will rise and I will leave
My love for you neath the half moon.

Looking up to the morning blue

Your presence is gone

Thankful for the sacred gift of life

My purpose becomes clear

Now I can seek out my life and truth

Without the illusion of your love

Inner creation is mine to command

The future beckons me to become.

Stephen Rowlands 11/01/20

2020

I have written many times about my new beginnings starting Boxing Day 2010, and now as we are about to begin a new decade, I reflect on the journey of the past nine years, and look forward to the new beginnings and all life has to offer in 2020, the past nine years I feel have been preparing me for 2020, as I feel guided to say every year is a preparation for the next, I have learned that life on the earth plane, is the evolution or devolution of self, by how we allow external influences to effect our internal selves, the art of self evolution is to know our internal truth and to live and grow through our truth, when we allow ourselves to devolve, is when we allow ourselves to be shaped by our external world.

With this in mind I feel to say that our external world can enhance our inner truth, we learn and grow from our experiences in our external world, but we must learn to remain true to our inner truth, keeping the lessons to enhance our inner truth, and discarding the bad memories to maintain the health of our inner truth and selves, this is where I feel detachment plays it’s part in emotional health, 2019 was a fantastic year for me filled with love, blessings, and realisations. 

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In 2019 I began my quest to be more in service to spirit, I have gained bookings from 5 new churches, the highlights of my spiritual service is working with, the lovely Ashley Mills and creating Gemini Transfiguration, and demonstrating Transfiguration/Trance at, Reading, Winchester, and Eastleigh churches, also serving spirit on platform at Reading, Winchester, Eastleigh, Wokingham, also it was the first time my lovely medium friend Jane Lorraine Goodman, had seen me demonstrate mediumship at Wokingham, a box I enjoyed ticking, I have also changed my focus in spirit communication, I used to bring a lot of messages through from spirit guides, and some loved ones in this age of the need for evidence, I have turned my focus to bringing messages through from loved ones, with some amazing and heart touching results, have done some home Transfiguration/Trance sits much to my suprise my Stevie’s GasBag FB live discussion groups have been a success, and I will continue to do them.

Also in 2019 myself and Veronica had a amazing first holiday together in Venice, and Veronica made me the most honoured man in the universe, by becoming my wife 07/09/19 at Winchester Registry Office, with my best friend the lovely Marina Rawlings being my best man, myself and Veronica had a lovely honeymoon on the Isle of Corfu, I am so very grateful for the blessings of 2019 and thankful for the people who have supported me throughout 2019. 

2020 is a master year whereby we can work towards and manifest our best life, and I hope to be more of service to spirit, and I will work towards serving more churches and centres, the refreshing thing is Churches are starting to recommend me again, as I said life is a state of evolution of the self, in 2010 I had virtually dried up and was in a real state of inertia, over the past nine years I have been living, speaking, growing, and learning my truth through an open heart to where I am today, now as 2020 approaches I am semi retired to have more time to serve spirit, I am going to complete my book, build my website, be a channel for spiritual healing, and private readings, serve churches and centres, share my poetry/writing to the world, and live love and grow with my beautiful wife Veronica

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2019 in Highlights And New Beginnings 2020

 

Light Love Blessings And Abundance For All In 2020

Stephen Rowlands 30/12/19

 

 

 

Stop The World

Stop the world my beloved has died

I want the world to take time to mourn

Abandoned in this moment

As the new day marches on in time

I stand here in solitary sorrow

Physical death is final and unforgiving

I will never see you again in this life

Stop the world give me time

My beloved’s presence is no more

Just memories of once was

To keep my beloved alive in heart and mind

I wish to tell you of my beloved

The blessing he was to me and family

Stop the world and listen

My beloved has died

Stephen Rowlands 22/12/19