I love my life
No trouble and strife
I love my wife
Guided through my heart
Abundance of love
Flowing through my days
Trouble and strife
No more
Love and purpose in spirit
My life has begun
Stephen Rowlands
I welcome my old friend silence
To calm the noise of my mind
A welcome visitor to give me respite
From all that troubles me
Ego bows in humility to silence
Awakening the sentience of heart
Compassion for my persecutor
is my lesson
Healing and calming my mental storm
Silence bids me to become silent
Within this moment of clarity
All that matters is silence
As in all moments
Peace is a natural state of being
Stephen Rowlands 16/01/20

I seek you neath the half moon
My spirit fades without your gentle feeling
Eternity in afterlife will judge our purpose
The sun will rise and I will leave
My love for you neath the half moon.
Looking up to the morning blue
Your presence is gone
Thankful for the sacred gift of life
My purpose becomes clear
Now I can seek out my life and truth
Without the illusion of your love
Inner creation is mine to command
The future beckons me to become.
Stephen Rowlands 11/01/20
I have written many times about my new beginnings starting Boxing Day 2010, and now as we are about to begin a new decade, I reflect on the journey of the past nine years, and look forward to the new beginnings and all life has to offer in 2020, the past nine years I feel have been preparing me for 2020, as I feel guided to say every year is a preparation for the next, I have learned that life on the earth plane, is the evolution or devolution of self, by how we allow external influences to effect our internal selves, the art of self evolution is to know our internal truth and to live and grow through our truth, when we allow ourselves to devolve, is when we allow ourselves to be shaped by our external world.
With this in mind I feel to say that our external world can enhance our inner truth, we learn and grow from our experiences in our external world, but we must learn to remain true to our inner truth, keeping the lessons to enhance our inner truth, and discarding the bad memories to maintain the health of our inner truth and selves, this is where I feel detachment plays it’s part in emotional health, 2019 was a fantastic year for me filled with love, blessings, and realisations.

In 2019 I began my quest to be more in service to spirit, I have gained bookings from 5 new churches, the highlights of my spiritual service is working with, the lovely Ashley Mills and creating Gemini Transfiguration, and demonstrating Transfiguration/Trance at, Reading, Winchester, and Eastleigh churches, also serving spirit on platform at Reading, Winchester, Eastleigh, Wokingham, also it was the first time my lovely medium friend Jane Lorraine Goodman, had seen me demonstrate mediumship at Wokingham, a box I enjoyed ticking, I have also changed my focus in spirit communication, I used to bring a lot of messages through from spirit guides, and some loved ones in this age of the need for evidence, I have turned my focus to bringing messages through from loved ones, with some amazing and heart touching results, have done some home Transfiguration/Trance sits much to my suprise my Stevie’s GasBag FB live discussion groups have been a success, and I will continue to do them.
Also in 2019 myself and Veronica had a amazing first holiday together in Venice, and Veronica made me the most honoured man in the universe, by becoming my wife 07/09/19 at Winchester Registry Office, with my best friend the lovely Marina Rawlings being my best man, myself and Veronica had a lovely honeymoon on the Isle of Corfu, I am so very grateful for the blessings of 2019 and thankful for the people who have supported me throughout 2019.
2020 is a master year whereby we can work towards and manifest our best life, and I hope to be more of service to spirit, and I will work towards serving more churches and centres, the refreshing thing is Churches are starting to recommend me again, as I said life is a state of evolution of the self, in 2010 I had virtually dried up and was in a real state of inertia, over the past nine years I have been living, speaking, growing, and learning my truth through an open heart to where I am today, now as 2020 approaches I am semi retired to have more time to serve spirit, I am going to complete my book, build my website, be a channel for spiritual healing, and private readings, serve churches and centres, share my poetry/writing to the world, and live love and grow with my beautiful wife Veronica.

2019 in Highlights And New Beginnings 2020
Light Love Blessings And Abundance For All In 2020
Stephen Rowlands 30/12/19
All my illusions about life
Faded away once my heart opened
To the dream of life
Banishing all my illusions of old self
Awakening my hidden true self
The genesis of life had begun
Acting out the illusion
Is the journey of the fool
Living life as a lucid dream
True to true self in heart and mind
Grateful for this new beginning
A blessing of the spirit
To live love and serve
Stephen Rowlands 06/12/19
When darkness befalls me
Love teaches me to be light
When I feel unloved
Love teaches me to love
When I feel persecuted
Love teaches me to live my truth
When I am hurt
Love teaches me to speak my truth
When I feel all is gone
Love teaches me to open my heart
Love is my guide
In this mortal life
Love teaches me
The truth of my eternal soul
Inspired by Spirit
Stephen Rowlands 26/11/19
Some people say I am lazy
Some people call me crazy
Some fear some hold me dear
After All I Am Me
He has cut his hair
He does not care
He would not dare
After All I Am Me
He has put on weight
He is always late
He has lost weight
After All I Am Me
He thinks to much
He drinks to much
After All I Am Me
I know who I am now
It is all in the past
Today you still cannot grasp
That I am becoming me
Look at yourselves
And as you delve
You will find the God
Who knows me
Who are you.
Stephen Rowlands 19/11/19
My first Poem I wrote back in 1990 revamped
Have you ever tried to imagine that there is no such thing as creation, space, planets, our planet, and life, that you yourself do not exist it is in fact impossible to imagine, because we are consciousness all we can perceive is consciousness, consciousness manifests in the form that it vibrates, there is no such thing as nothing but if you live within the mortal mind nothing is all there is, just physical being a functional brain for a physical body, consciousness generated by a physical brain for a limited time, how far from the truth can that be when consciousness and creation are eternal, our consciousness is a spark of creation.
Our mortal consciousness will see creation as finite, when in truth creation is infinite, our thoughts and actions our creation echoes into eternity, as we are eternal do we not see that we have a sacred responsibility to creation and life, we as humankind vibrate at a low level within the kaleidoscope of creation, as our consciousness is very warlike and territorial driven by greed, and the need for power we have struggled to come to terms with our place in creation, seeing ourselves as separate from creation, in truth we are woven into the tapestry of known and all creation.
Humankind has never been able to completely shut out the truth, and has searched for the truth through religion, in how we perceive life and creation to give us the answers to questions, words can be great deceivers we perceive holy as being supernatural, in truth holy is the beauty of creation, not supernatural as everything in our perceived lives is perfectly natural, everything we do individually and collectively is an interaction with creation.
But our religions have made creation into a supernatural being to be worshipped, the truth being creation is the intelligence of life, within the known and unknown laws of the universe, infinite and eternal we are the energy of life energy cannot die, when the physical world ebbs away to dust, it is our energy our consciousness that travels to the higher vibrations of spirit.
It is the frequency and vibration of our consciousness that we call spirit, as Tesla once said if we wish to understand the universe, we should think in terms of frequency and vibration, it is time for the human race and the religions of the world, to move away from the supernatural and seek out the truth of our being and purpose through the frequency and vibration of consciousness, and that is where we will discover the consciousness of love, and our connection to all life.
Stephen Rowlands 11/10/19